How I Wish

I made this poem when I was a first year high school student. I got this in my old notebook.

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How I Wish

How I wish I could hold your hand tight,
And dance with you in a timeless night,
Beneath the street where cold winter lies,
With the lovely music and butterflies.

How I wish for your solemn embrace,
To reasemble my fainted face,
But I guess, it's only for a dream,
'Cause I can't even scream your name.

How I wish we have the same feelings,
I guess, It isn't a good timing,
That's why you ignored my loveless heart,
And regret my love, right from the start.

I lose your heart and now I'm in woe,
Now you're with your man, my faithful foe,
And I need to find you in my dream,
To cast away the tremendous rain.

Now, It's the hardest part of living,
Just taking breathe to forget this pain,
Smiling at the couch, half alive,
Waiting for the sunset to arrive.

I can't accept this greatest defeat,
The scars remain because of this fate,
I need your kind heart for me to heal,
Then how I wish fantasies were real.